2011

ditto for 2011.

lonely post contemplating solitude

Ah what the heck. Even though this blog has been retired I saw that there were no posts for 2010 and felt sad. So here is one for the year. For now it shall sit alone and contemplate solitude. That is all.

inspired

continuing

and the sabbatical marches on. is this simply delaying the inevitable?

important note to add to small update below

major event in past month that totally deserves a mention:
Champion's League Final

BARCELONA - 2
MAN U - 0

the game was watched under much tension but eventually unwound into great joy. Barça completed the tripe, first ever by a spanish team. won the league, won the league cup, and won the european cup. what a season! and i raise my glass to the boys! VISCA EL BARÇA!

small update

while still on sabbatical, i have been motivated to post a few of my comings and goings.

the comings have been to America, and in particular, Indiana. I have been blessed with the blessing of spending quality time with my family over a rather extended stretch of time, during the course of which my sister has graduated and passed her nursing exam (round of applause please) and my brother has graduated from high school (another round please). The great thing was that we had all four kids home for the first time in while. My grandma who lives on the west coast spent the month of April in our house. It was great to have her around.

i have also burnt my back not once but twice, gotta love yard work and an under-awareness of how long one has been in the sun! i worked a couple of days which was a couple of days more than i expected to work due to the currant economic climate. one of the major activies was an endeavor to learn court vocabulary, not only in Spanish but in English in order to get certified this fall to be a court interpreter. it'd be a great job, so i'll be working on that. just gotta get my legal jargon sorted out first! i met a guy who does it for a living and went along with him to watch how it all happens a few times. great experience.
i fixed up my dog's kennel and dug a firepit with the helping hands of a couple of siblings. unfortunately no fireball has been played yet. though some good games of settlers have as well as scrabble! participation has been had in two trips to chicago, both 5 stars, one to wrigley field for a bit of america's pastime and the other to the botanical gardens to celebrate my mom's birthday early! the gardens way exceeded my expectations, hit it up if you are ever there. i have hung out with some good friends and read some good books. the most recent being "The Chosen" by chaim potok. it comes to you recommended. know you know. and now you know. the previous sentence being an mistake but i liked it and so i left it. sometimes an attitude of 'what's done is done' is a healthy attitude to have.

anything else? well this coming monday i return to spain for a month for festivites, wedding, generally good times with friends, a bit of beach and hopefully a touch of random unexpected. it will be good. then when i arrive back its off to the west coast for a month and something to work for my uncle out there and west coast it a bit. and my cuz is getting married. and finally its back to indiana to start up the degree finishing process... it will be time to hit the books. and then it may be time for another update and perhaps, just perhaps, another startup, a return from sabbatical. but let us not get precipitated, nor ahead of ourselves. for now its goodnite and may his face shine upon you.

sabbatical

the lack of posting continues. so does the lack of motivation. i think i need a sabbatical. okay, it's official, i'm on sabbatical from writing on the blog. how long? not sure. more on that later.

book list

Apparently the BBC believes most people will have only read 6 of the 100 books on the BBC big read top 100 book list. Below is their list of books and I've read all the ones with Xs next to them...

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen X
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien X
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee X
6 The Bible X
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell X
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller X
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare X (a healthy chunk anyways)
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien (should)
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger X
19 The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell X
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky X
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame X
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis X
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis X
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini X
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne X (or was this the children's version?)
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell X
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez X (currently reading)
44 A Prayer for Owen Meany - John Irving X
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding X
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel (really want to read)
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen X
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon X
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley X
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon (really want to)
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck X
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas X
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville X (halfway done)
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Inferno - Dante X
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens X
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White X
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom (want to)
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams X
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole X
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare X (why is this separate from his complete works?)
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo


If I counted right I had 31 but let's just say 30 since a couple I haven't finished. Not bad but then again if I am any major I'm an English major and so I should have read that many. Goal> get to 50 in the next couple of years. Watch this space.

bear with me

im going through one of those stretches where im highly unmotivated to publish anything on here. so please just bear with me till i come around again.

The Well of Grief

The Well of Grief
by David Whyte from "Where Many Rivers Meet"


Those who will not slip beneath
________the still surface of the well of grief
turning downward through its black water
________to the place we cannot breathe
will never know the source from which we drink,
________the secret water, cold and clear,
nor find in the darkness glimmering
________the small round coins
................thrown by those who wished for something else.

it makes me smile